Trust me. I have been where your at.
But I will tell you, the moment I stopped worrying about the outcome of the game before it happened, my life got sweeter.
I worry about everything, and if there is nothing to worry about, I find something. But I stopped worrying about Game outcomes a few years back, and BYU football got more enjoyable. My worry has not affect on the outcome of the game, and just added stress in my life.
Just my two cents..... carry on.