How awesome your post is. It's never easy open up with gen pop but I am really grateful you did. I think there are many here (on every side of an issue) who can relate but who lack the courage to say so. God bless you for sharing. This is the redeeming aspect of CB that I appreciate the most. Good luck, my friend, with continually conquering every demon. I've seen it happen in my family and know that it's entirely possible.