We met with the doctor yesterday about the pathology report generated from the bilateral mastectomy operation she went through recently.

The report showed that the cancer is bad enough that they have to do four sessions of the red devil chemo. If you don't know it is the worst chemo out there.

They have to give her a heart test to see if her heart is strong enough to handle the red devil chemo. They didn't tell me what happens if she doesn't pass this test.

Also she has to go through all the battery of tests needed to try and find if there is cancer anywhere else in her body. She has already gone through this once when they first found the cancer and now gets to do it all over again.

All of this just doesn't give me very good feelings as to how all of this is going. My wife is pretty anxious about all of this as well.

Yesterday was not a good day for us.