I've been feeling incredibly down lately. I'm barely hanging on. And I have a lot of happy memories associated with Christmas growing up, so listening to Christmas music, and seeing the Christmas tree that's up in the front room of my little apartment gives me some joy, remembering those happy memories, and helps me hang on and live another day. So when people give me crap for listening to Christmas music early, or having my decorations up, they don't know what they're doing.