way god made you. my wife and a couple of my kids like them and i love them to death. but it means they are a little off in some ways. doesn't mean they or you can't almost be considered good people or anything. it's not like you have to be a serial killer like other raisin lovers such as Ted Bundy, John Wayne Gacy or Gary Ridgeway. you can overcome and still do not terrible things.

anyway, i guess what i'm saying is that i have compassion and hope for you.