Part of it is knowing there are Utes around and other haters and sometimes my first emotion to a comment about a BYU shirt I'm wearing is defensive, I have to process the comment for about a second and that's long enough to make it awkward. I blame the fact that so many schools hold us as their rival/most hated opponent and it keeps me from being loose. I don't know what it's like if your a ute and see an aggie, do you really carry that much enmity? Like when members of different lamanite tribes pass each other, sure they might scatter each others sheep at the waters of Sebus, but do they view each other as enemies.