we'd love to be in, the P12 posts are getting a little overblown. A bit delusional. It seems like BYU fandom has become more about rooting against others, pretending something is total crap, yet we'd love to get in. The very behaviors we used to describe as little brother'ish, and yet it dominates CB for long stretches.

I can relate to the frustration, but in the end, it's scoreboard. There is nothing else. Everything else, a game of logic twister designed to make ourselves feel better. We might be in a low point as far as recent program trajectory, but we don't have to sell out and go full little brother just to try and deny that reality. Life has disappointments, conning yourself otherwise is never the solution to dealing w/ them.