The Athletic has a paywall: https://theathletic.com/1361442/2019/11/08/dear-faux-pelini-the-rapid-fire-edition-2/

[Y]our team is both good and bad, because BYU’s good games are just as real as its bad ones. Like a toddler who gives you a giant hug and then throws his brother down the stairs, there are no explanations, just observations.