Wish I could, the last two family trips he has ruin. High and drunk. He gives me anxiety. He used to inject himself with this tanning solution for Europe when he was younger. We have two ladies that rent rooms from the house and one night me was passed out in the backyard. That was a ER trip. Well I guess maybe if you don’t eat it can change the skin color and get you skinny. I try but me and him don’t get along. Sad story, very smart but he thinks pot comes first. We had church today at home and he took the sacrament. No way I would allot that if I was his bishop. Drugs and alcohol you don’t take the sacrament.