We just had our second baby born stillborn in February. Once was too many. Twice really pushed us over the edge emotionally. We had a cuddle cot with us for the first baby, a little girl born in 2016, but we didn’t use one for the little boy we had in February. We only held him for about 10 minutes each before we decided we were done holding him in this life. I feel guilt that we didn’t hold him longer now. I wish I had taken at least an hour.