Ketamine is an other worldly experience. It has been useful in promoting hope within me. My last injection I feel like I got some heavenly thoughts.
I feel like those types of thoughts have been missing since childhood.
Anyhow.. Ketamine was a good temporary boost up but Lithium has been overall the best thing for me. It has drastically helped me with moods that I get into.
EDIT : 25 March 2022 - So Lithium didn't work as well as I thought it would but I'm not a different anti-depressant that seems to be helping me be more organized.