in my entire life even with some of the most difficult things I’ve gone through it’s never crossed my mind. It makes me sad to think how low they were feeling and that they felt incredibly alone. I’ve had 3 good friends commit suicide and they were 3 of the happiest people I’ve ever known (or at least appeared to be). It’s hard to imagine how exhausting that would be to be so sad on the inside while trying to make everyone think you’re happy.