Dear Ben,
No one wants a stuck up, cancer on their team.
Wanting to not play for an org is fine.
Instead of keeping your phone in your sweats during practice, refusing to do drills, faking mental illnesses, dating Kardashians - why don't you apologize to Doc, change your attitude and ball out, put in the work and make yourself attractive to another team?
Or feel free to stay on your course and become an "activist" with Collin Kaepernick.