I know your pain. I Experienced this process with my sweetheart in 2005. The longest and quietest drive of my life was from when I left her side when the mortuary came to take her away and driving home at 3 am. I will only share this, we worship a God of Miracles and the Atonement of Christ is for ALL involved. Please always remember who you are and whom you represent. You will not be left alone! As doors seem to close, others open up. It is one of the many miracles you will experience Good Brother. Families are forever.