membership back when the Big 12 was vulnerable and desperately wanted BYU in a bad way.
It's always weird when that happens... Remember in High school when the Hot girl liked you a lot but it either made you feel uncomfortable or it caused you to arrogantly look beyond her? And then when the hot girl moves on, all the sudden you realize what an idiot you were and now you make a fool of yourself trying to get back in her good graces?