evolved. Individuals integrated at the levels of primary integration are limited to a reactionary mode of cognition as a means to ensure they are able to acquire the necessary elements to satisfy their biological needs, such as food, money, shelter, sex, etc. When something (usually perceived to be something they cannot understand, conquer, or control) interferes with satisfying those basic drives, the fighting instinct kicks in to eliminate the threat. Psychopathic and individuals integrated on a low level will hate these things that stand in their way or challenge inter psychic stability. Yet, hatred doesn't really seem to appropriately describe the internal mechanisms for what we observe within the conflicts of our external environment.

The root word of hate is actually fear.

When one "hates" something, they actually fear it. Self-preservation on the lowest levels of functioning adopts the orientation toward "kill or be killed" or "the ends justify the means" or "survival of the fittest".

On the highest level, our instincts to survive within the "fear" context transcend hatred. It then becomes a universal concern for the protection and progression of the whole of the human family. Fear becomes much less fixated on the external environment and instead finds its focus internally - toward self-perfection, and the perfection of others. Guilt and shame become the primary dynamisms operating on this function which enable individuals to evaluate and reshape their behavior as they relinquish their false pride and and own up to the fact that they have fallen short of their ideal - they way they, and the world, OUGHT to be.

I struggle with the hatred, or fear, I harbor in my heart. We hall hate. No body is exempt.

For example, I hate how menstrual cycles interfere with my understanding and functioning of the female species. I hate that it's taboo to talk about. I hate how it's such an obvious and logical explanation for why females act the way they do, but we are forbidden to talk about it with them. I hate how their irritability and resentment universally defaults to their male partner. I hate how modern society empowers them to deflect and blame, while male hormones and testosterone is vilified and shamed.

And I hate that I can't understand it, and will never understand it.

So yes, I fear women.

And the transcendence of this fear seems so far away.......