As a former Soldier, I truly feel your anguish, and your post both moves me and gives me a sense of pride.
I am proud of you for how hard you have fought and although you know your battle is not over, that you face it with pride and optimism. To many of our fellow brothers and sisters in arms lose that battle...
I know you probably have people in your life that you can open up to, I don't know if I've ever seen anyone win that battle without having people, but if you ever need an ear hit me up.
You can make me cry, and I'll make you laugh. 😏
Never give up. Never, never, never give up.