One thing that many Ute fans and Cougar fans have in common is a respect for former Ute running back and former member of the 12, Elder Joseph B Wirthlin. His words seem appropriate right now:
"Some mistake the Church for a place where perfect people gather to say perfect things, think perfect thoughts, and feel perfect feelings. May I quickly dispel such a thought? The Church is a place where imperfect people gather to help and strengthen each other as we strive to return to our Heavenly Father. Every one of us will travel a different road in mortality. We will each progress at different rates. Temptations that afflict your brother may not trouble you at all."
Get better, Max.