That have made me not really care whether BYU wins or loses. I don't get all excited to see the games, in fact I stopped watching the last game at half time and found out about the loss when I woke around 3 in the morning. I am just really apathetic now. Which is sad.

I have traveled to notre dame, Texas, Southern California, Washington, and many other places to watch the team but I wouldn't even go to LES to watch this team. I'm just so mad with the coaching situation.

I get harassed by Yewts from time to time and I just have nothing to say in response. I've watched utah go from the equivalent of a weber state to where BYU used to in the 80s. I've seen their fan base quadruple. All the while BYU could have gotten into the big 12 and all of a sudden got prudish because of byu tv.

I would never cheer for the Yewts even though I attended school there and currently work there, but I'm just not interested in self inflicting any more negative emotion in my life. Call me a fair weather fan or a bad fan or what have you. I have been going to games since I was toddler and I lived through the crouton years and some of the LaVell years that weren't so great but in mind this year just let me down.