blessings of the temple several times in church, most recently just a couple of weeks ago. My talk always includes a brief story of our firstborn, little Amanda, who passed away at 16 day old (she'd be 27). You hear miracle stories of infants and children who are blessed and healed, but it is just as much of a miracle that little children, who pass before the age of accountability, are saved by the "Grace" (beautiful name btw) of God through Christ's atonement, obtain the celestial kingdom, and will be ours forever. It's up to you to get to where she is now . Brother, my best advice is to attend the temple often, with your wife, and the tender mercies of Lord will come often to touch your heart and bring peace to your mind.