Losing and Indy combined has taken additional wind out of the sails. I still attend games and watch every game but without the emotion and passion I used to have.

Back when we used to be ranked and feel like special seasons were possible I felt more emotionally invested.

Each season I go into it with low expectations and they never fail meet them. I’m still a fan but void of passion or hope of anything truly exciting happening anymore. I guess you could say I’m past feeling.