and was a sharp guy. Feel for his family. I also feel for the men who shoulder that kind of depression because there's really not many outlets or I'm not sure I have that many close friends to confide in - as men we just don't. The closest some come may actually be here on CB. Anyways...as I've been out of work the last few months and actually watched my wife go back to work, I've felt a lot of depression and self doubt as a provider and fitting into that mold that is within society and the church. Being Mr. Mom for the last few months has been a strange twist in our lives, but I've instead looked at the small everyday blessings of being there for my family in a new way.