Or pretending to win your company's March madness pick'em challenge again.
If you are reaching out, don't give up, life is full of ups and downs. Through the downs we have an ability to learn a lot and grow. Keep your chin up and try not to compare yourself to others. You'll never be happy when doing that.
Now if you're trolling again, I hope you find the satisfaction you look for with trolling and it fills your cup.