I don't know what you want. If you are looking for [money] I can tell you I don't have money, but what I do have are a very particular set of skills. Skills I have acquired over a very long career. Skills that make me a nightmare for people like you. If you let [this] go now that'll be the end of it. I will not look for you, I will not pursue you, but if you don't, I will look for you, I will find you and I will [move in next door to you, paint a giant red U on my house, and host a weekly drum circle making the neighborhood stink of BO, patchouli, & incense].