very fair statement and I support it all and deem you worthy of still being considered a "fan"... true that struggles makes fanhood harder.

I'd make a point that prob nobody will read but I believe I'd enjoy being a BYU fan more than an Alabama fan... Alabama doesnt get miracle wins or week long euphoric times when you travel to games like wisky or OK at cowboy stadium...bc they are expected to win every game...can you imagine only getting excited if you win the NC and everything else is a letdown?  I'd rather enjoy the glorious moments and hope for miracle seasons.  

But the struggle is real and losses do make it tough to keep the fire burning bright at times. I do take my BYU flag down on Sat after a loss and leave the Seahawk flags up for the rest of the week when we lose...when we win BYU gets put out a little earlier esp if the hawks lose.