I sort of feel it coming on and it's unrelated to external factors as far as I can see. I went through a divorce about 20 years ago and that was horrible. Pulling my sons from that marriage through their teen years was rough, but the worry over them as adults with adult issues is worse in some ways. I may not end up in court rooms over their law-breaking ways anymore, but there are mountains of other issues.

My second wave of teenagers have been wonderful so far. My kids from my second marriage don't cause any trouble. To this point, they're as wonderful as a parent could hope to have.

My marriage, from my perspective, is perfect because I lucked into marrying the right lady the second time around. She should be dissatisfied with me in many ways and that troubles me, but she's patient enough to roll with it.

When I was younger, finances were always a worry but those days have been gone for a while.
Aside from an awful situation that started last May that caused me to work long, around-the-clock hours for a couple of months, my job is great. Any IT dork would like it for a variety of reasons.

Regardless, even as a guy who loves routine, the constant cycle of the same thing over and over again weighs on me. Or at least that's what I think it is. I don't know.

Nothing is wrong, but I don't feel right most of the time. My default setting is just blahhhhhhhhhhhh.

Maybe a Corvette would fix everything. Yeah, that's all I need and I'll be good.
Carry on.