and coaches who don't know you and don't really care about you - all to have it come down to this. It's hard to get back 30 years of your life and all the money, but never too late to reorder your priorities a little. Too me, BYU football is a TV program; something I watch when there is nothing else more important going on. I actually have more fun perusing CB than watching the actual games these days. When it fails to entertain me, I change the channel. Problem solved!