that you claim to be a good member of, offered you a 4 year scholarship, and you hate it because some of your family members/fellow church members gave you grief about choosing not to go there? You hope BYU sports teams (Your church's school and considered a missionary tool by many General Authorities) loses all its games because of the actions of a few people in your life? The success of BYU attracts converts, but you wish BYU would lose every game? That is very selfish attitude/behavior in my opinion. I'm sad for you and think you should reevaluate your priorities as a member of the church. And you will probably disregard this as another "holier than thou" Mormon, but that is what you have been doing anyway so fire away.