the last 2 years that I enjoy much more than my full time job. I would love to quit and dive fully in to those pursuits, but with 4 kids I have a hard time with the risk involved. I'm about 95% sure I could make my side businesses work and replace my current income within 6 or so months, but because I have a stable job that pays the bills I can't quite convince myself to pull the trigger and quit. If I got fired though, I'd be able to do it without the guilt of putting my family at risk. Not sure if that is what you mean, but that is how I've felt for the last year or so.