I know that’s not why you did it, but it shows you have the right perspective and are trying to gain an even better one. I’ve learned that there is an efficiency in learning from adversity. We can fight it and “kick against the pricks”, or go with it and learn what’s intended. There can be commotion all around but your soul can be at rest.
May you and your little family find that peace and comfort in the commotion. Tender, raw, vulnerable moments are few and far between. Time slows down and you see your family for what it is. God bless.