I hope you have many more opportunities to have a son here on earth to share what you love. A bit of small advice I hope is appropriate. But share BYU football with your daughter (I assume is your oldest). I am lucky enough to have a son, but my daughters enjoy it just the same. My little 4 year old sings the BYU fight song when she's riding around on her bike. My oldest, 8, gets excited to go to the games even if the main reason is to get a snow cone. Sorry about the bad news with your son. But maybe some comfort lies with your daughter. It might ease the pain a little bit. And I pray your son survives delivery, and you may have as much time with him as possible. Get him a BYU baby blanket. That may also help.