So I would not feel bad about that. Some can and some can't. Me I don't but my dad does, funny thing is my Mom never did. Not sure why but she just didn't.

I have a brother that went to the U and is a big fan, and also a brother-in-law who went there and is a big fan.

Funny thing is my brother didn't really start buying U clothes until they started to get good. Then a couple of years ago got season tickets. But he has always been a Utah fan, just never really watched or payed attention.

I think that is similar to what some of the long time BYU fans are going through right now. It is hard because it is different as we had gear, went to games, watched on TV, now they are pathetic at times and you get so frustrated that you don't want to waste money and time coming away feeling like we did on Saturday night.

It is one thing to lose like the 49ers lost to the Ravens, in a hard fought battle and the Ravens were just a little bit better that game. It is another thing to see a team self destruct and the coaching staff do nothing about it again and again and again.