going back to work tomorrow but in my completely ignorant knowledge that doesn't seem possible and there needs to be a balance. I have no idea where that balance is.

But I have a grandmother in the hospital in Utah with Pnemonia right now (we don't think it's Covid. She's waiting on the test results) that I have to think IF we had allowed it to spike with no expanded social distancing (at least for a time) that she would NOT be able to get a bed at the hospital. Worse she may have been exposed more to Covid because there would have been higher cases IN the hospital for her to come in contact with.

But I hate the economic shutdown. Cost my kids a once in a decade Disney trip (we may not be able to do). My job is in jeopardy (but luckily holding steady but with zero incoming revenue which can't last).

I hope the prayer and fast has some effect tomorrow and I hope we can start opening back up soon economically.