But man, I'm so tired of just being depressed. Being in a constant fight with my thoughts and emotions seems like a battle that just won't end. It's exhausting. I wake up most days just wishing it was night time again so I can get more rest.

I keep going because I know my daughter needs her dad, even if he's extremely flawed. I worry that i'll eventually wear out though.

I haven't found a solid therapist. Nobody really seems to have helped.

Anyway, here's to another long day. Thanks for letting me complain.