amazed at the degree you "get your life back." It will likely be more difficult than you thought it would be, but all that is great about life, love, happiness, joy, spirituality, food, all the simple things. They're vivid, fulfilling, incredible.
You'll truly see and feel what a deep dark hole you were really in chasing that next high. Clarity to see that the rut you were in and digging was really your grave, and not just dramatic stuff people say to scare you. Godspeed brother, you got this, just keep grinding until you come out the other end. When that sunshine hits you, you'll drop to your knees and thank God. Even if you're an atheist. You'll forever look at life as before and after. In the best way imaginable.