Wellbutrin can be a great medicine for some people. I take it and it’s helped me quite a bit with depression. Serotonin, norepinephrine, and dopamine all play a part in depression according to leading theories, so don’t let that be a reason to not take it. However, you may need a different medicine but only a trained professional can work with you to figure that out.
Keep reaching out to get help. Make sure you have someone that you can call or talk to when you feel like things are getting worse.
If you are feeling suicidal again go back to the ER or call 911.