Going to take his life. He tried once - luckily in a pretty weak plan - similar to this girl by trying to jump out his window in front of us. Luckily and blessedly, we found an awesome therapist and have him on meds that has really helped.

There were days though that as the overwhelming stress of wondering what was going to happen, while calling or taking him to emergency services, that this rationalizing thought crossed my mind - that if he did and succeeded, that he’d be in a better place.

I understand what byubyu is saying.