learned to love that Lavell and BYU stood for more. For a couple of years I straddled the fence. I learned you can not serve 2 masters so I was 100% BYU.
Since Tom fired Bronco (told him he would not renew his contract) and KS has made a disaster out of the program, my fandom has taken a huge hit.
I am thankful for that. I now see I sent way too much time money and emotional energy supporting that which is just a game.