Source:
https://www.immunize.org/laws/varicella.asp
Look, at the end of the day you're antivaxxer. You have your "reasons," but you're still an antivaxxer.
I hope that most people with your opinion change their minds so that we can more quickly get out of this pandemic nightmare. If too many people refuse to get it, we'll be dealing with this for much longer.
But, as you said, you have a right to have your opinion.