A Rock star, whomever i wanted really, and now because i shave my head,of i grow a goatee because of that look combined with decent shape, people think im some sort of biker baad yewt.
It motivated me.
I analytically made a plan to step by step do what was needed when i was 13 to become popular and never be a victim on that way at that level ever.
Once i became popular, i didnt want it. I always stand up for the underdog and the less fortunate.